Monday, May 23, 2005

It is FINAL...

We had a good time last weekend..

Friday nite date at Old Pasadena (can't remember the last time we went out..)
Saturday golf "mini" tournament 9 holes, 3par.. 66-72 is the score. (I lost.. I'm a beginner you know...)
Sunday Cursillo welcome party in West Covina with his grandparents. (I got to know him better thru his lola)

..until the final 3 words popped.. "Let's move on"...

I'm sooooo down, i need SanMig Light.. anyone???


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Inuman na!!!

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

maybe it was a suggestion? if you want things to work out, if you're willing to sacrifice...you should let him know. Instead of waiting and then riding his decision about your relationship. You have to be active in working things out, not just sitting back and waiting on whats gonna happen. Peace.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry to hear that mitz..oh well i never drink..but heck..pass on that san mig to me too! :)

Anonymous said...

i hate those words too....*hugs*

uwi ka na! inuman na!!

~*lilacstardust*~ said...

awwww *hugz* i only pray and hope that whatever the outcome of this -- whether it is indeed super duper final or there's a chance for u guys to get back together -- will be ultimately good for you and meant by God to happen to you. you might go through several stages (anger, denial, forgiveness, acceptance)... it is very liberating when you've come to the point of acceptance.

i remember this fave line fr a book I read (In The Meantime): "just when things look like they're falling apart, they're actually falling into place--the divine place they should be for everyone involved."

oh, and read paulo coelho's closing cycles. it helps ;)

~*lilacstardust*~ said...

pero wait, hello, tequila or vodka ang katapat nyan. sisiw lang sanmig lite. wa epek yan. :P i wish we gals were all physically there for u... hay, walang katapusang coffee every weekend ang katapat nyan. tapos we'll talk and over-analyze the SAME things over and over again. parang therapy na ewan! i remember the dec-jan-feb coffee/wine days namin nila abbie... we're like a broken record talking about the same thing every time pero in some weird way i guess it helped me ;)

Siaz said...

To Anonymous, yes...I want our relationship to work... maybe it's too late.. i dunno.. it's just that I was shock when I heard those things after such a wonderful weekend. Maybe it's is his way of saying goodbye... to make me feel good.. I'm confused..

Yan.. eventhough you don't drink, I know you'll join me ;) ... kahit sip lang.. Thanks for taking time to chat with me.

Aileen & Tin.. I love you!! Thanks sa advice.. mukha malakas na tayo uminom ngayon ah! Sked na natin YM.. it's been awhile.. There are a lot of UPs and DOWNs in my life.. I wish I could make all the negative things disappear..

Siaz said...

Hi Ivy.. we're ok nah.. i wish there won't be any misunderstandings again..

I did my part.. I'd do anything for love.. =)

Talk to you later..