If Only...

Last night, Darwin and I watched "The Grudge" at 3rd Street Promenade. I already warned him that I become violent if i watch horror movies... I might bite or drastically pull his shirt just to cover my eyes. And I did.. He's telling me.. "Ano nakakatakot dun?" or he'll scare me everytime I look at him with what the kid does.. Waaah!!! with his mouth wide open.. Instead of getting scared.. I can't help but laugh.. It's the first time we watched a horror flick together coz I know he's not into it.. We saw a lot of flaws on the movie (SPOILERS!!!)... like how come the sister of Mike looks so scared already when it's the first time they see the house.. or why Bill Pullman jumped from his apartment right after he saw his stalker... It's nothing compared to "The Others" and "What Lies Beneath" that gave me sleepless nights and tickled my brain a bit.

I can feel Christmas coming already. Christmas lights & decors, chilly weather, and the coffee aroma that smells so good. What makes it perfect is that I'm walking with someone I want to be with.. I'm happy.. and I think he is too (check his blog)... I dont want this year to end yet. I guess I'm scared.. scared of what life has to offer me in 2005.. If only I could stop time I'd do it... I'd do it.